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"...matters of the heart are very unpredictable...they not only involve your heart, but that of another..."-lcf
my psychic made a good point tonight......and i think this is my first "true confession"...online at least...for this i shall start with:
dear blogger,
sometimes i get that weird icky barfy feeling inside like something will go wrong.....or perhaps right, but not the way i want it to. i reiterate the fact that i tend to over analyze things, my life mainly, and the things i decide to take on. maybe it's too much? not enough? "sometimes it is good to not know too much about your future." it leaves room for excitement and wonder...it keeps you guessing and striving to achieve more. but then it provides a reassurance and sort of a safe refuge if you know what is to come. maybe i'm asking for too much. -too much from myself or from those around me.
i guess this feeling is normal. but how come it seems like i'm the only one experiencing it?
anyway...thank you lisa!
posted by erin on 11:50:00 PM
"it's another day in the laboratory, another day in the laboratory...would you be mine, would you be mine?"...haha...remember mr. rogers? (no...not the old principal...the tv guy!) anywho...i'm at work right now. my slides are incubating for an hour....wuhu!-free time! today, i was actually awake when i woke up. yes, i know...that sounds dumb, but for the past few days i've felt "ablah" in the morning and didn't really want to go to work. today was different. interesting, no? => hmmm....maybe i had a good night's sleep...but then again....i sleep a lot everyday now...so i don't think that had anything to do with it. hmmm...definitely justin's fault then. =>heehee.....awww.....remember the good old days in chem lab when i'd blame everything on justin? lol...
posted by erin on 9:48:00 AM
technically this all happened yesterday...(sunday)...but since i'm slow it's posted on monday....=>
one)at church, we had a halo-halo sale to raise funs for our youth group. (halo-halo="mix, mix"...a dessert/drink with shaved ice, milk, sugar, etc...) so yea...i was shaving the ice with one of those really cool ice shavers...i thought to myself "i should shave ice everyday"...cause dude!--you really do feel the burn...lol...
two)today i made up a new word..."ablah"...lia claims it to be quite versatile. i agree. you can say it in leui of "oh my gulay": when something does not go your way...when you forget to do something.....etc. you likes? i know you do!!!!
three)hmmm...well, today my personal choreographer (cassie!!!!!!!!) taught me how to be a worm trying to take dirt off of itself. isn't that nice? =) i was learning a routine for a dance club audition up north. :::cross fingers::: i hope i get in. if not....it will be the end of the world....=P lol....joke lang....thanks cassandra!
posted by erin on 12:10:00 AM
8 wonderful months...=>
posted by erin on 11:19:00 PM
YEAH, BABY! omgulay!---goldmember was hella funny. but i won't spoil it for any of you...
i thought today was fun. i hung out with jazz and joey and my....you know =>. went to in n out for breakfast....well, breakfast at 230pm. jazz drove on the freeway! :::clap clap clap::: then we went to stalk katy at work and drove around town. we went to kelly's and chitchatted....then hung out at joey's, bummed around, and played with joey's toys which he claims are his cousins....haha....whatever...we all know they're his. => oh and justin thinks we're nasty now...oh well....=> what's important is that i spent quality time with my friends...i'm gonna miss that =P i love you all!!!!!!!!!! yay for friends!!!!!!!
posted by erin on 8:24:00 PM
i have a new toy (cell). when i got home from work today i played with the composer....WHAT A GREAT INVENTION!!!!!!!!! => i can only save one song. i found that out the sucky way though. i composed a song, saved it, composed another, and saved that....and the first one got deleted. =< oh well, it gives me something else to do...
posted by erin on 11:40:00 PM
mini-crisis: registering for your first semester in college isn't that easy. or perhaps i just think about things way too much. => maybe it won't be the end of the world. -instead of rhetoric i might end up taking intro to dramatic literature. it sounds interesting...so maybe it is. i hope. do you ever have the fear that you may flunk college? eesh. i know, i know...i shouldn't think bad thoughts, but i can't help it. i guess it's just part of the insane paranoid atmosphere i carry with me in the back of my brain. does anybody want to be my tutor for the next 4 years? =>
posted by erin on 11:06:00 PM
ring tones: so many to choose from, but none of them sound like the actual song. how sad. today joey sent me a couple ring tones: "heaven" and "my cherie amour"...they're ok...=P...i need a composer.
posted by erin on 12:04:00 AM
today i added another item to my life plan...you know, the one that goes "graduate from cal, get my masters, get a career, buy a cashmere sweater, buy a lexus, live in beach front property in palos verdes, and somewhere between all that get married..."...well, now i want a boat! lol. or at least one of those "water bicycles"...the ones that you paddle in the water => haha....i was in long beach today admiring the boats and the houses over looking the ......lake?....yea, sure. um....i thought it would be coolies to have one. just to relax on the deck floating on the water. then again, i could just relax on the patio deck of my house. but...whatever.
posted by erin on 10:09:00 PM
I5N1TW31RD [10:35 PM]: still d/ling?
JustINsane07 [10:35 PM]: lol yeah
JustINsane07 [10:36 PM]: my cherie amour lovely as a summer day
JustINsane07 [10:36 PM]: my cherie amour distant as the milky way
JustINsane07 [10:36 PM]: my cherie amour pretty little one that i adore
JustINsane07 [10:37 PM]: you're the only girl my heart beats for
JustINsane07 [10:37 PM]: at a cafe or sometimes on a crowded street
JustINsane07 [10:37 PM]: lol
I5N1TW31RD [10:37 PM]: awwww.....
JustINsane07 [10:37 PM]: stevie wonder is the coolest
I5N1TW31RD [10:38 PM]: is that what youre dling??
JustINsane07 [10:38 PM]: nah, i already dled it
JustINsane07 [10:38 PM]: but yeah
I5N1TW31RD [10:38 PM]: coolies..
JustINsane07 [10:38 PM]: i thought i'd "sing" it to you
I5N1TW31RD [10:39 PM]: =>....thank you.
I5N1TW31RD [10:39 PM]: you do realize i'm gonna put that on my blog now...right?
I5N1TW31RD [10:39 PM]: =>heehee
i said i'd do it. => xoxo.
posted by erin on 10:49:00 PM
call me silly...i called justin's cell phone thinking I dialed his house number and then i asked to speak to him. that was dumb.
anyhoo...tonight was the last night of dvbs (daily vacation bible school) at church. we had our class presentations...the youth of course did it last minute, but it was a huge hit. we learned about the resurrection story during the week, so we performed a skit about it. it was a drama class setting and i narrated. only...the ending had a twist. you know how in the bible they said that jesus had risen? well...one of our fellow youth member's name is "risen"...so...the ending was a robbery scene and mary magdalene says "he has risen" because the robber had risen. get it?...ha! yea, well i thought it was funny =>and then it ended with the drama teacher saying (in a french accent) "no.no.no...that is not the resurrection story..." ...maybe it's one of those "you had to be there" moments.
oh, that meeting i went to today was really interesting. the speaker was a medical oncologist...hella smart! totally admire her! she brought forth different medical occupations that we all could consider. so now i want to be a radiologist. exciting, ain't it? => she seemed so into her work...she has such a passion for it. i was so inspired...
posted by erin on 11:29:00 PM
i'm back...again. i'm off of work, but there's a meeting later so i'm just waiting. (hmmm....more waiting...) i'm talking to daryl right now. :::HI DARYL!!!::: he's legal now....(for r-rated movies) uhoh--check him out! =>lol. i'm getting a headache from staring at the screen too long. maybe i should stop typing. :::thinking::: maybe i should stop thinking...that gives me headaches too. ok bye. =P
*i would swim over the deepest oceans for my love to be with me...but the sad part is, i can't swim...*
posted by erin on 3:13:00 PM
hey ya'll...just came back from lunch at young's gourmet with my boss. yum. but now my cheek feels funny. uhoh...accidentally ate chemicals. eep! today i felt pretty productive at work. in 4 hours i did pcr, counted cells, and recorded data. sounds like a small amount of work, but its not...really, it isn't. =>heehee. good news!-i didn't get all barfy today when i looked under the microscope. ah-may-zing. maybe i CAN go into research....lol. well..back to work i go...
posted by erin on 1:15:00 PM
an ode to sarsa...
k i'm back...sarsadias just scared the living crap out of me with a site he claims was "nice"...thank you sarsa! sure...at first it was nice....drawings by little kids...a calm atmosphere. but then all of a sudden this horrifying figure pops up and a shreak of pain and terror escapes the speakers of my laptop. my sound was off...but then i saw that there was animation on the page and so i thought there would be music....so i turned the volume on...and right when i turned it on...i heard the scream and the evil picture popped out. i have great timing. .....grrrrr......i still love you sarsa!...but you best watch out....=>
posted by erin on 11:34:00 PM
i'm highly considering the option of joining a sorority. i know what you're thinking...'erin? sorority? haha....good joke.' but really....i think it may be quite likely i may rush. not now though. sophomore year perhaps...get used to the feel of college first. so...shaz n maiv?--up for going greek with me? what will it be?: alpha kappa alpha, delta sigma theta, or zeta phi beta...alphabeta? vons? =D there are just so many things that i want to do in college. it's just like senior year in high school all over again....nerd girls take over the school....MUAHAHHAA.....only this time...harder...and far. =P ...eh.
posted by erin on 11:08:00 PM
mmm...the flavor of white strip goodness. *eew... my teeth will soon glow in the dark. =>
posted by erin on 10:38:00 PM
so i guess this would be my first "official" blog entry. there isn't much to say. i guess the highlight of my day so far is getting a new agenda. i have this thing with agendas....i think theyre fun. (i'm overly weird...) but the bad news is...it isn't as fun as the duarte high ones. it's kinda boring...no quirky sayings or flashy colors...but at least the cover is a nice translucent powder pink. it still needs a bit more...life.
love and lollipops!
posted by erin on 6:02:00 PM
katy made me make one. =>
-e..
posted by erin on 10:54:00 PM
